My head is empty right now. I don't know where I should start.There are many questions inside my head and I don't know where, when or how can I get the answers. I feel like a law student who tries to pass a medical board exam? Tough right? But that's what I feel. Fighting without knowing if I'm going to win or lose. But definitely I have to win.
Seven years ago, me and my boyfriend (my husband right now) had a very simple life. Everyday he drove and pick me up in school. After that we go to the mall to have some fun and pick her Mom. Every month we celebrated our monthsary just like typical college couple. We usually watch a movie and eat out. If we had extra money we go on a road trip. But I noticed that if it's our anniversary we don't have enough money to watch a movie or have a dinner date, we usually spend our anniversary at home talking anything under the sun. But it was really fun. Spending time with him was all I ever wanted. As long as we're together everything will be fine.
Both of us are like kids, until now (hehe!). We used to tease one another, fight jokingly like kids, we run around like 5 years old, we enjoy going to arcades and many things that silly grade three students does. My husband is my friend, bestfriend and enemy (haha!). I missed doing those stuffs with him.
I just wanted to have a simple life. Together with my husband, Jayson, and our little kids. I believe God has plans for us and I'm looking forward to that day! Today is another wonderful and blessed day for both of us, to all of us. It shows that we should not lose hope. Everyday is another day to live and survive. There maybe tears on our eyes now but tomorrow there will be a bright smile on our face again.
Honey, though we're apart I know that we can get through all these trials that God has given us. Soon, we'll be together. I love u so much hubby! I'm so lucky to have you!
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