Mish: Little happiness and lots of sorrow

My mother-in-law and her sister just got home and I was so happy to see them again. It's more that I feel nearness from my husband. I missed him alot yesterday more than any day that I missed him because the incompleteness that I felt was more deep, near yet so far. It makes me want him to come home with his family and just be happy and have fun. That had been hard for him to see his mother and aunt leave and still needs to work and wait for May to come. It kills me. I wish I could do something to make him feel better. I love you everyday Honey! I miss you so badly!