Jayson: almost there

less than 2 months more of wait i will be with my wife i can do it i can do it can't wait no more what a torture for me.

Mish: Little happiness and lots of sorrow

My mother-in-law and her sister just got home and I was so happy to see them again. It's more that I feel nearness from my husband. I missed him alot yesterday more than any day that I missed him because the incompleteness that I felt was more deep, near yet so far. It makes me want him to come home with his family and just be happy and have fun. That had been hard for him to see his mother and aunt leave and still needs to work and wait for May to come. It kills me. I wish I could do something to make him feel better. I love you everyday Honey! I miss you so badly!

Mish: Sad..

It hurts me a lot that I can't take care of my husband. He haven't had his dinner yet and he just wanted to sleep with an empty stomach. He doesn't want to buy outside because the ones available are those he usually ate after work. If only I was beside him I would definitely cook for him or maybe we could buy and eat together for dinner. It really breaks my heart when I can't do nothing for him especially in times when he really needed me and he's not feeling well.

I always pray that time will come soon for us to be together and have a happy life. I'm sorry if I can't be with you right now. I love u. I miss u.

Mish: What a week?

I hate this week. It was just a waste of time, money and patience. I've encountered so much troubles this week and it made me curse people by words hehe.. bad? yeah right, but it really got into my nerves. There are circumstances that I just can't control and yesterday was a part of it. Whhheeeewww.. Thank God I surpass them all.

It's already 6th day of March and I wish tomorrow was May already I wanted to see my husband. It's been 5 years since we've been separated and on that 5 years we only have 2 months and 3 weeks together. That was so hard and I can't believe we made it for 5 lllloooooooooooonnnnngggg years. We celebrated our 9th year Anniversary last February 28 and though it's painful that we can't celebrate it together I still feel blessed because God gave us 9 wonderful, blessed, meaningful, full of love, full of trials and challenges, happy, sad and unforgettable years.

May God continue to bless us more years ahead of us. I would be happy to spend another 30 or 40 years with you Honey. I love u so much. I miss u. Next year we'll have our first decade and hopefully we'll be together soon..

Jayson: little more

2 more months need to work hard i will see my wife already can't wait no more what a torture i love you miss you