Jayson: 2 weeks and 4 days

Time fly it's been pass two weeks now its getting harder, I thought i was prepared but I think not. I was watching this television series in the Philippines and the dad said to someone "being a parent will be learn if your there already, it can't be learn from someone or they can't teach it to someone". I think it was true because I was learning everything now changing diaper, clothes, cleaning him, and multitasking. I'm thankful that i have my mom, grandma, cousin and aunt with me to help me and my wife to take care of my child, pretty soon i will be back at work because i have to just one blink savings is gone before you know it like my coworker said I will be bringing my wallet in and out of my pocket.

Jayson: At last I'm a father

Finally my baby come out already after waiting for 40 weeks and 2 days I'm so happy for me and my wife. First of all thank god for safe labor and a healthy little boy, second thank you Mish for everything and taking your effort love to carry my child in your womb. Now its here, tired in going back and fort to the hospital, lack of sleep but its all worth it. The fun part is first baby so first in everything changing diaper rocking the baby a lot when crying and making sure that baby gets to eat every 2-3 hours or on demand. The good thing to is I'm used off sleeping late so it doesn't bother me at all awake and looking after the baby and making sure wife is having all the rest she could get.

Jayson: BOY or GIRL

Can't sleep waiting for the ultrasound this morning is it a boy or a girl and first time we will see it grown already so excited can't explain how I feel.

Mish: Most unforgettable moments of my life

The time that me and my husband become a couple ten years ago, I thought it was the most memorable event in my life, but it came out as ONE of those memories that I will treasure forever. Then we got married after seven years. I can't measure the happiness I felt the day I saw him again after three years apart from each other and the day we said "I do." I told myself that this is the most unforgettable part of my life, but then again it turned out as ONE of those unforgettable times in my life. Finally after five years of long waiting, me and my husband are together. It's been six months since I arrived and I'm so glad that everyday I got to see my husband next to me in bed, I got to prepare food or his things before and after he got from work, make fun of each other, walk around and eat together and so forth.

And now, I'm four months pregnant. A feeling I can't describe and a moment I can't believe is truly happening. The first time I saw our child in an ultra sound makes me cry. The baby's moving his hands and feet. So cute! I wanted to hold his hands and cuddle him. Until now I can't believe that another life is breathing and moving inside of me. I feel happy whenever I feel him move. It feels like my tummy is growling because of hunger even if I just finished eating. This is one of God's blessings I'll be thankful for the rest of my life and the greatest gift I can ever give my husband.

And today, being with my husband and my child is the most precious and unforgettable moment in my life. I'll continue to save and keep memories that lasts forever. Everyday with my family is irreplaceable and cannot be measured by any amount of money. I love them so much, every hour and everyday of my life.

Getting Thiker

Its good to have a wife beside you I'm getting ticker by the day love how she prepare the meal everyday and night when you arrive from work. I have someone to talk to at night before going to bed.

Jayson

Missing out for a while having some good time with my wife and try to keep up for the lost time. In subway, yum yum eat healthy, trying to show my wife around as much when I'm off.

Mish is so excited!

This is it! Though we badly wanted to live in the Philippines, I guess it would be great to start our lives in different country. All I wanted is to be with my hub, now I'm so thankful and happy that soon we'll have each other again. Yey! In less than a month I'll be able to see him again and no more LDR(Long Distance Relationship, grrrrrrr!), never again(never, never, never, never and NEVER!!!!!!!). I'd been so impatient in the past few months coz I felt I'm waiting for so many years again though it will take months. And now, I'm waiting merely a month it feels like so many months of waiting. Can't wait to see him again, hug and kiss him again, hold hands with him again, to cook for him again and there are lots of things we need to catch up for the lost times. My heart is filled with so much happiness right now though a part of it feel sad because I have to leave my family especially my Mom, but I know she's happy for me.

I love you Honey, I miss you so much! We'll meet again soon and I'm so excited to start a new life and new beginnings with you, in God's guidance and blessings. I love you Babe!

Mish: This is it!!!

OMG! I'm so excited and at the same time impatient. I can't wait to be with my hub on the next following months and years woooohooo!!! I don't know what will happen to us in US but I'm 101% sure that we'll have a happy life as long as we're TOGETHER. Yey! I love you babe. I'll see you soon.

Whatever is your will God, we'll follow. If it's your decision for us to go in other country then so be it. I believe that it will be for our own good and benefit. Thank you, Lord.

Mish: is ripped into pieces

Where can i find myself? I feel so lost and can't find my way home. I've been ripped into zillion pieces and wanted to be whole again. My heart had been broken countless times and wanted to glue it back together. My happy memories are gone with the wind and wanted to get them back where me and my hub are happy again. When will this painful trials end? I wish I had wings to fly where my hub is. I wanted to comfort him, hug him and tell him that everything will be alright but there's nothing I can do. We've been through tough times in our lives away from each other. It would be easier if we're together but then there's nothing we can do about it.

I'm leaving it all up to you, Lord. Give us strength to surpass all these trials.

I wish I can do something to make us whole again, to have each other again, to be happy again. I wish I had the power to control every situation and make it the way I wanted it to be. But it's not the reality.

We can do it, Babe! I love you so much! I miss you! Be strong. Have faith!

back to work jayson

Here I am back again at work far away again to my wife. I ask god why me i only want a simple life to be with my wife have a work, my wife said keep the faith I always complain but still god make me wake up everyday and stand on my feet maybe to understand something or do something its hard but here I am still alive. I love you honey I miss you so much already its just almost a week that i am away.

Jayson: What a Night

What a night, I told my wife that i was sleepy already last night we say good bye and I love you but after i went to the restroom and lay down in my bed i was so awake and can't sleep, I don't know why toss and turn on my bed didn't even help me to fall a sleep. 3 more weeks and its being a bad torture for my body and mind, my coworker said my mind is always flying already. I miss my wife so much

 I Love You I Miss You Honey

Jayson: working hard

Busting my ass off to earn the amount that i need to go home to supply the payment for the bills that i need to pay before i leave hope it will work out for me all the hardship everyday and stress. 3 more weeks to go I'm counting days and each hour everyday and its very stressful to see my self like this, can't sleep right can't focus at work. all just running in my mind is to hug my wife kiss her tell to her face that i love her so much.

I love you babe miss you so much

Jayson:April

My wife so happy I'm so exited to go home to you my wife few more weeks and we will see each other again for 1 yrs that will pass this is it again for us. Hard but we have to make it and we are bless that we made it this far, hope it will be soon that we will be together I Love You I Miss You So Much. I will see you soon

Mish: It's already April

Yehey! Time flies so fast wish it's May already, I'm so excited to see my husband again. He'll be celebrating his birthday here and so glad after 5 years I'll be able to be with him on his special day.

I really miss you BABE hehe.. I'll see you soon.. All I want is to be with you.. I love you so much..

Jayson: almost there

less than 2 months more of wait i will be with my wife i can do it i can do it can't wait no more what a torture for me.

Jayson: little more

2 more months need to work hard i will see my wife already can't wait no more what a torture i love you miss you

Jayson: stress again

what a week for me to much problem in February. I'm lucky because even tho i have a lot of problem my wife support me a lot to survive in this lonely days of mine. move on and keep going it will pass by and it will work out and get fixed thanks a lot wife i love you so much honey i miss you see you soon. sorry my card for valentine will be late because to much things happening in my life almost lost track I Love you I miss you

Jayson: almost there

File my vacation today hope my boss will sign it. Rain already stop and its a good sign for us at work because no more running in the rain. I'm almost there my wife 3 more months to go hope my boss will sign the vacation can't wait to fly back to you. I love you I miss you

Jayson: relief

start my day going to my check up and its a good news I'm healthy as a pig he he he he! and strong like a bull but i need to lose weight a little bit and looks like I'm still growing because last time I'm only 5'11 now its 6' in. hello honey how is your day today hope its going well, we need to think of something so we will be together as soon as possible. I hope that god will guide us in the right way we are still here and still strong hanging to whatever comes to us i love you so much wishing that we will be together.

Mish: There's always a happy ending..

Happy ending is what everybody wishes for. Some don't know how to achieve such an impossible dream, don't know where, when and how to start a life full of happiness, love and success and mostly some people believe that happy ending does not exist. But there are people who still believe that happy ending will come on the right time and I'm one of them!

My life is great and blessed!

I have true friends who've been with me through thick and thin, I have a not so perfect but happy and nice family and the best of it God give me someone I've prayed for, a very responsible, lovable and funny husband. I'm so thankful that God give them in my life. They thought me a lot of things and shared happy-sad moments with them.

I believe in happy ending because I've been through so much hardships in my life but after all those tears and sorrows, I still see my self smiling, I become tougher and I received so much blessings from God. I always tell myself that God will not give me trials that I cannot handle. I instill it to myself and now I'm still fighting and ready to receive more from God.

I'll tell you a sweet, sad and happy ending story in my life. I have my first (and last!) boyfriend when I was in high school I was 16 years old then. We're so happy with each other but we "often" have little arguments and misunderstandings, "often" as in twice a day (hahaha!). We're like cats and dogs. Maybe because we're both youngest in the family and we only have 16 days age gap. But after we have our first year anniversary we rarely fight (whew! it takes one year before we get matured hehe!).

We've had 4 happy and wonderful years together and 2 years and 9 months suffering away from each other. That was the most painful part in our relationship. It was so hard because for a year our means of communication was just a letter and a phone call once a month for our monthsary and he never failed to call. When he got a computer at home that's the only time we got to talk twice a week on my work's day off. Though it's really a burden on our relationship I'm still happy because I have him, lucky to have him. Maybe you're asking if I had any problems with girls, I had some but I trust him a lot and he seldom give me reasons to be jealous.

You know what's my happy ending on that story? He got home last year and we got married! That's the most happiest thing that ever happened to me. Marriage is just another phase in our relationship and I'm glad we ended up with each other. But on the other hand we're really sad because he had to leave again. In our 1 year and 6 months being married we only spend 2 months and 3 weeks together. That's how life is. I still believe that time will come that we'll be together again in God's time.

Happy ending doesn't mean endless happiness where you can't experience any pain. It's more looking on the brighter side after the sorrows, trials and pains you've been through. Count your blessings and never complain, God knows what's best for us. Just lift to him everything you're going through and He will never leave you.