Jayson: At last I'm a father

Finally my baby come out already after waiting for 40 weeks and 2 days I'm so happy for me and my wife. First of all thank god for safe labor and a healthy little boy, second thank you Mish for everything and taking your effort love to carry my child in your womb. Now its here, tired in going back and fort to the hospital, lack of sleep but its all worth it. The fun part is first baby so first in everything changing diaper rocking the baby a lot when crying and making sure that baby gets to eat every 2-3 hours or on demand. The good thing to is I'm used off sleeping late so it doesn't bother me at all awake and looking after the baby and making sure wife is having all the rest she could get.

Its a BOY and it kicks and move a lot now it response when i hold my wife's belly its fun, and also at night time when i put my arms around my wife's belly it always move all around. 

Jayson

Missing out for a while having some good time with my wife and try to keep up for the lost time. In subway, yum yum eat healthy, trying to show my wife around as much when I'm off.

Jayson

Good morning for me woke up early today don't know why. I guess because today is my wife's interview at the embassy hope it will be OK, hope the interviewer will not give her a hard time. This is our ticket to be together and at last together again whohoooo Good Luck Honey I Love You See You Soon.

back to work jayson

Here I am back again at work far away again to my wife. I ask god why me i only want a simple life to be with my wife have a work, my wife said keep the faith I always complain but still god make me wake up everyday and stand on my feet maybe to understand something or do something its hard but here I am still alive. I love you honey I miss you so much already its just almost a week that i am away.

Mish: When?

When can I post another happy events in our lives? I always feel sad these past few weeks. My patience is being tested and it irritates me. I wish I could write something that's full of smile all over my room. I hate feeling this way. I should be happy because tomorrow is May 1 already and my hub's arrival is coming near.

I think a visitor will come in a few more days that's why I'm easily irritated, short tempered and always feel sad.

Lord, I lift everything to you. May your plans come our way. I know it will come on the right time. I believe in you, Lord. Be our guide.