Jayson

Almost there honey why so lonely and alone, looks like I'm not making you happy or make you feel better. Thinking too much on whats going to happen that's why you feel alone you have to open your eyes if you are not ready to come with me let me know I wont push you.

back to work jayson

Here I am back again at work far away again to my wife. I ask god why me i only want a simple life to be with my wife have a work, my wife said keep the faith I always complain but still god make me wake up everyday and stand on my feet maybe to understand something or do something its hard but here I am still alive. I love you honey I miss you so much already its just almost a week that i am away.

Jayson:April

My wife so happy I'm so exited to go home to you my wife few more weeks and we will see each other again for 1 yrs that will pass this is it again for us. Hard but we have to make it and we are bless that we made it this far, hope it will be soon that we will be together I Love You I Miss You So Much. I will see you soon

Jayson: stress again

what a week for me to much problem in February. I'm lucky because even tho i have a lot of problem my wife support me a lot to survive in this lonely days of mine. move on and keep going it will pass by and it will work out and get fixed thanks a lot wife i love you so much honey i miss you see you soon. sorry my card for valentine will be late because to much things happening in my life almost lost track I Love you I miss you

Jayson: good weather but a sad day

its a nice weather today but i feel so sad and lonely. I can't fill up the time that i loss already beside my wife alone in the apartment waiting for my time to go to work at 3:30pm. people said it will pay off someday all your sacrifice but my question is it all about money how about your happiness. maybe that's why a lot of people get depress so much, I feel that way i earn money for me and my wife to survive but I'm not happy at all. what a day