Jayson:

Its been a while and this is it my wife is pregnant so have to do my best to work hard for the three of us and make sure that I will still have a job so I have to suck whatever work that they have to throw at me.

back to work jayson

Here I am back again at work far away again to my wife. I ask god why me i only want a simple life to be with my wife have a work, my wife said keep the faith I always complain but still god make me wake up everyday and stand on my feet maybe to understand something or do something its hard but here I am still alive. I love you honey I miss you so much already its just almost a week that i am away.

Jayson: What a Night

What a night, I told my wife that i was sleepy already last night we say good bye and I love you but after i went to the restroom and lay down in my bed i was so awake and can't sleep, I don't know why toss and turn on my bed didn't even help me to fall a sleep. 3 more weeks and its being a bad torture for my body and mind, my coworker said my mind is always flying already. I miss my wife so much

 I Love You I Miss You Honey

Jayson: stress again

what a week for me to much problem in February. I'm lucky because even tho i have a lot of problem my wife support me a lot to survive in this lonely days of mine. move on and keep going it will pass by and it will work out and get fixed thanks a lot wife i love you so much honey i miss you see you soon. sorry my card for valentine will be late because to much things happening in my life almost lost track I Love you I miss you

Jayson: stressed out

I was thinking it will be a relief to watch movie so you can relax once in a while. just watch 2012 yesterday but the bad news was my cousin lost her job and we don't know what will happen next. my work started to say that they cannot give us our increase still waiting for what will happen after December 1. i really wish i was back home with my wife because she took care of me a lot she cook for me and everything. life is simple as long as you have a little amount of money to live, sometimes you try harder everyday to survive but you feel that money can't buy your happiness or what makes you happy 6 days of work just to survive is hard and taking any schedule to complete your 80hrs is very hard you accept back to back work just to make it happen. to my wife i miss you i love you sorry I'm not always there for you