Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Mish: A new chapter in our lives

It's been 38 days since I gave birth to a wonderful child. Time flies so fast and I can still remember the way I felt during my labor hours. I thought it wouldn't end, but all those pains are gone when I saw my little boy and hugged him for the first time.

A week before I was due, my OB-Gyne told me that my cervix is still closed and intact. I feel so nervous that I may end up having C-section which I never thought of. I walked 30 minutes a day and went stairs to have an easy delivery. I still have 1 week to make my cervix open and be ready for a normal delivery because I was having contractions which is a good sign. A week later I had my check up again and still my cervix is still intact. It made me feel so nervous because my OB-Gyne told me that if I didn't give birth that week she will schedule me for an induction. It will be painful and I don't want that to happen. On the same day, I'm having on/off contractions. I know I'll be giving birth anytime soon so I'm watching any signs of labor aside from contractions. The next day, I called the hospital to let them know what I've been feeling and the nurse told me that I was having early labor and should call them if my water broke already or having 5-10 minutes apart of contractions. What I did was walk and go up and down the stairs. 9:30 pm the same day, I feel painful contractions which is barely tolerable. I continue to sleep and decided to wait for my husband to accompany me to the hospital. The painful contractions come and go until I called my husband and asked him to go home already because I might give birth. he told me that I should wait for him until his shift ends 12 midnight, I agree on it. After an hour I called him again and asked to come home, again, he told me to wait for another hour till his shift end. He come home around quarter to 1 and we hurriedly go to the hospital. The time I got to the hospital I was 6 cm. The nurse told me to keep myself hydrated, walk and have a 30 minutes warm shower to ease my labor pain. As my contractions and labor progresses they decided to burst my water bag. We waited maybe an hour before my bundle of joy come out. The moment he come out and put him in my chest, the feeling was unexplainable. I feel so happy, relieved and blessed. All I wanna do that time is comfort my crying child and hug him.

My husband never left my side since we went to the hospital till I give birth. He'd been an assistant nurse (hehe..) and my birthing coach (hahaha..). Thank you so much Babe for everything, for being there and taking good care of me and our baby. God has been really good to me. He gave me a responsible and very loving husband and a little baby who brought so much happiness in our lives. They are my life. I'll be forever thankful for having a wonderful family. I'm lucky to have them in my life. I love you so much Babe and baby! I won't get tired loving and taking good care of you both. I love you both so much!

Thank you dear Lord,  for keeping my baby healthy and for my safe delivery. Thank you so much for giving me not just what I wanted, what I prayed for and needed but you gave me so much more that will make my life worth living. Thank you again Lord for everything. I love you dear God!

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Jayson: 2 weeks and 4 days

Time fly it's been pass two weeks now its getting harder, I thought i was prepared but I think not. I was watching this television series in the Philippines and the dad said to someone "being a parent will be learn if your there already, it can't be learn from someone or they can't teach it to someone". I think it was true because I was learning everything now changing diaper, clothes, cleaning him, and multitasking. I'm thankful that i have my mom, grandma, cousin and aunt with me to help me and my wife to take care of my child, pretty soon i will be back at work because i have to just one blink savings is gone before you know it like my coworker said I will be bringing my wallet in and out of my pocket.

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Jayson: BOY or GIRL

Can't sleep waiting for the ultrasound this morning is it a boy or a girl and first time we will see it grown already so excited can't explain how I feel.

Friday, January 7, 2011

Getting Thiker

Its good to have a wife beside you I'm getting ticker by the day love how she prepare the meal everyday and night when you arrive from work. I have someone to talk to at night before going to bed.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Jayson

Missing out for a while having some good time with my wife and try to keep up for the lost time. In subway, yum yum eat healthy, trying to show my wife around as much when I'm off.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Mish: Yey!

At last we're on each others arms again. Thank you Lord for this wonderful christmas gift. I'm glad that after five long years of waiting we're together again. It feels good to see my hub coming home after work and take care of him. I feel so blessed and loved when I saw the excitement in his eyes when he saw me at home waiting for him hehe.. I so love that feeling!!! This is the greatest blessings I had this year. Nothing can ever replace the feeling and happiness I felt when we're together.

Lord, you're our strength. May you always keep us together and please always keep the love alive. Thank you Lord for everything!

Friday, September 24, 2010

Mish is so excited!

This is it! Though we badly wanted to live in the Philippines, I guess it would be great to start our lives in different country. All I wanted is to be with my hub, now I'm so thankful and happy that soon we'll have each other again. Yey! In less than a month I'll be able to see him again and no more LDR(Long Distance Relationship, grrrrrrr!), never again(never, never, never, never and NEVER!!!!!!!). I'd been so impatient in the past few months coz I felt I'm waiting for so many years again though it will take months. And now, I'm waiting merely a month it feels like so many months of waiting. Can't wait to see him again, hug and kiss him again, hold hands with him again, to cook for him again and there are lots of things we need to catch up for the lost times. My heart is filled with so much happiness right now though a part of it feel sad because I have to leave my family especially my Mom, but I know she's happy for me.

I love you Honey, I miss you so much! We'll meet again soon and I'm so excited to start a new life and new beginnings with you, in God's guidance and blessings. I love you Babe!

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Mish: I'm perfectly ready!

I'm so excited, can't wait to be with my hub. Still counting days and so impatient for that time to come. It feels like waiting for several months or years though it won't be that long anymore. I know everything will be alright because I'm with my hub. I'm excited to start a life with my hub together. God will always be at our side so I don't need to worry. I wish time flies so fast that when I wake up tomorrow I'll be with you already.

I love you Honey! I miss you! Don't feel sad about what I felt last time, I'm just too emotional. Sorry if I made you think that I'm not yet ready to go with you or that you're not doing anything to make me feel better when I'm sad and feeling helpless. Thank you for being there always, I really appreciate it. I'm perfectly ready and so excited! See you soon babe. Can't wait to spend my days with you. Like what I've said let's help each other to make this work out. I know we'll be fine and will be happy together. I love you so much babe! I'll see you soon.

Monday, April 26, 2010

Jayson: What a Night

What a night, I told my wife that i was sleepy already last night we say good bye and I love you but after i went to the restroom and lay down in my bed i was so awake and can't sleep, I don't know why toss and turn on my bed didn't even help me to fall a sleep. 3 more weeks and its being a bad torture for my body and mind, my coworker said my mind is always flying already. I miss my wife so much

 I Love You I Miss You Honey

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Jayson: working hard

Busting my ass off to earn the amount that i need to go home to supply the payment for the bills that i need to pay before i leave hope it will work out for me all the hardship everyday and stress. 3 more weeks to go I'm counting days and each hour everyday and its very stressful to see my self like this, can't sleep right can't focus at work. all just running in my mind is to hug my wife kiss her tell to her face that i love her so much.

I love you babe miss you so much

Friday, April 2, 2010

Jayson:April

My wife so happy I'm so exited to go home to you my wife few more weeks and we will see each other again for 1 yrs that will pass this is it again for us. Hard but we have to make it and we are bless that we made it this far, hope it will be soon that we will be together I Love You I Miss You So Much. I will see you soon

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Jayson: almost there

less than 2 months more of wait i will be with my wife i can do it i can do it can't wait no more what a torture for me.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Jayson: little more

2 more months need to work hard i will see my wife already can't wait no more what a torture i love you miss you

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Jayson: stress again

what a week for me to much problem in February. I'm lucky because even tho i have a lot of problem my wife support me a lot to survive in this lonely days of mine. move on and keep going it will pass by and it will work out and get fixed thanks a lot wife i love you so much honey i miss you see you soon. sorry my card for valentine will be late because to much things happening in my life almost lost track I Love you I miss you

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Jayson: good news

wohoooo good news for me, my boss sign my vacation leave for 6 weeks can't wait to go hope its already may.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Jayson

2010 just pass me by he! he! he! working realy hard I'm at work last christmas eve, christmas day, new years eve, new years day. hoping my vacation will be approve by my boss, hoping this year will be a good year for everybody. Now im counting my days already hoping that its already may so i can see my wife again. she is doing me a lot of favor by helping me fulfil my little dream, having a clean corolla for my self thats under her name wahahahaha!!!!!! but still thanks so much honey for helping me out i know that i always talk about cars at least not girls he he he!!! i love you i miss you ill see you soon