Mish: Unexplainable happiness

We're officially together for 1 1/2 months, still I feel like dreaming and can't believe that it's really happening that we're in each others arms again. It's nice to stay late at night and to wait for my husband to come home from work. Seeing him smile fills my heart with overflowing joy and happiness. Throwing funny and inside jokes at each other makes me feel that love doesn't aged at all. We're like kids and I'm loving it! It feels like floating in the air and all I wanted was to be with him, hug him tight and watch him while sleeping because it might be blown away and realize that it was just a dream. Thankful it wasn't! Now, he just came home and brought me burger, fries and yummy chocolate shake from in and out (the best!), so love it!!!

Jayson

Almost there honey why so lonely and alone, looks like I'm not making you happy or make you feel better. Thinking too much on whats going to happen that's why you feel alone you have to open your eyes if you are not ready to come with me let me know I wont push you.

Mish: Things to be happy for

I've been thinking of many things, what makes me happy, where do i find happiness, what should I do to be happy etc. Love pops out my mind and it made my heart beat so fast, I feel so light and it really made me smile. What a different feeling? It feels so good to love and be loved.

Yesterday, I watched A walk to remember by Mandy Moore and Shane West. I was so inspired by the story. The line that Jamie Sullivan (played by Mandy Moore) said "I like the air, you can't touch it but you can feel it." It's like Love, you cannot touch it nor describe it's appearance but you definitely feel it. There's so much to be happy with, just remembering my husband how he loved me, cared, suffered, cried for me and made me smile everyday is one of the biggest blessings that God gave me and that I should be very happy with.

This bible verse is one of my favorite which includes in A walk to remember :

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves." -- 1 Corinthians 13:4-7

 

Whenever I read this bible verse, I really feel blessed, it described the true meaning of Love. We've been through so much hurt and heartaches on this difficult situation my husband and I have but thinking that I have him and he loved me, those pain are swept in just mere seconds. Love really keep us alive. It made us survive in the most difficult times in our lives. I'm glad to have this love and found the love of my life.

 

I love you Honey! I always will. I really miss you. I'll see you soon so be strong and hold on to your faith as tight as you can. God is always here, He will never leave us.