Jayson: lonely me

Long weekend and I'm alone. Everybody is out for couple of days. Feel so alone and lonely but on the bright side I can rest relax for the mean time, sit around and sleep, sleep, sleep.

Jayson

Almost there honey why so lonely and alone, looks like I'm not making you happy or make you feel better. Thinking too much on whats going to happen that's why you feel alone you have to open your eyes if you are not ready to come with me let me know I wont push you.

Mish: Alone :(

I really feel so alone right now, feels like I'm in a deserted island, nowhere to go, can't see anything but darkness. I've been shouting loudly but no one answered, I'm helpless. Kept running and running till I slip onto something that I know would bring my life to danger.  I wish someone could rescue me from this quicksand I'm stuck into.

I've been crying but no tears fell on my eyes. My whole body is numb neither felt my eyelids open. Paralyzed for a moment but feels like decades frozen in bed. I wish someone could tell me that it's all worth living for and fight for my life.

I find it hard to believe on it again and difficult to entrust everything because I know in the end it will be just me again, alone, alone with myself.

Helpless.. There's nothing I can do and no one's willing to lend a hand. Someone says I'll be alone forever. Poor me.