Jayson: christmas

its almost christmas. just came back from L.A. with the family i was hoping to be refresh from this short vacation of mine but it looks like i end up feeling so tired and lonely seeing those other couple dating  together and having some fun my mind still awake but my body was so exhausted from the trip. I wish we will be together this christmas i love you i miss you my wife.

Mish: 3 days to go before Christmas

Time is running so fast that I can't even feel the presence of 2009. Now, it's exactly 3 days before my 5th blue christmas. It's hard to celebrate christmas without my husband and we haven't even have our first christmas together as a married couple. It feels like swimming in the sea of North Pole. Long five years and I think I will never get used to celebrating christmas alone without my husband, though I have my family here. All I want for Christmas had been my theme song every christmas. I'm hoping that Santa Claus would hear me and give my christmas gift.

I really miss you Honey, I love you. Hope to celebrate the next christmas with you.

All I want for Christmas is you

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is...
You

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I don't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeers click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
Ooh baby
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is...
You

All I want for Christmas is you... baby

Mish: Issues about trust

I feel so sad right now because a friend of mine feels so devastated and down about trust issue with
her boyfriend. I totally understand how she feels though I haven't experienced that particular problem (sorry, can't share the whole story) and she told me that her trust with her boyfriend is already gone. Now, her lost of trust is accompanied with lost of love. It's really heart breaking.  I know that nobody's perfect but I just can't believe that there are people (without thinking other people's feelings) who truly doesn't care if they break someone's heart by betraying trust. Or maybe I'm just too blinded or lying to myself that there are people who exists to do such thing intentionally or unintentionally. Or maybe I just don't entertain such thoughts to myself. Trust is very important in any relationship and if you lost it, it will be difficult for you to regain it or worse everything will end in just a blink of an eye.

Just be strong my friend, I know you can through it. God will always guide you in every decision you will make.

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When I was little, I was very idealistic, something like my Prince Charming  will come and save me from a horrible monster and we'll live happily ever after. At that time, I only look on the guy's physical appearance like he got a very beautiful eyes, he's handsome, he's tall and has white complexion or maybe he's good in any sports. Not until I met my husband. He really changed my outlook when it comes to relationship and love. He taught me how to give unconditional love. The first thing that I liked about him is being responsible. That's the time where it sank my mind that the qualities of a person are most important when entering a relationship. And lucky for me to have such a handsome and good hearted husband in one package (haha!). His good qualities are the reason why I trusted him so much.

"When someone hurts you, always count the good things he had done for you. Maybe he hurt you many times but he gives you happiness, love and importance at all times."

I trust my husband so much that I believe in anything he say to me, when he say "no, i didn't", it's fine with me as long as it's really "NO, YOU DIDN'T." I always tell him that he already know what is right from wrong and it's his choice. My perspective in trust is, if he chose to break the rules and lie to me then his conscience will eat him. God sees everything. You can lie to me but never with God. I remain trust worthy and faithful with you, it is an opportunity for you to take good care of it, cherish it and show me that you are worthy of my trust too.

If you lost trust of you're loved ones, make an effort to regain it, prove to them that you are worthy of their trust again. As long as you're sincere and you persevere, you'll win and deserve it.

To those who lost their trust, just open your mind, be optimistic and look into their hearts. Remember that acceptance and forgiveness is the key.


You always have my trust. I love you Honey and I always will..

Jayson: stress again

yesterday when i went to work bad news has been spread out i haven't punch in to work yet, we got the increase because the company freeze it for a year but the down side is 20 hours a week of work only. wishing always we are together my wify. like what you said im always complaining but here I am still standing because of the support that you gave me and the love that you always show me. i miss you i love you. christmas at work and new years at work again for me like what you said someday one day we will be together.

Misha: Missing you

Every year, every month, every week, everyday, every minute, every second i miss you.

I've been posting in my blogs right now and it's exactly 12am in the morning of December 1st, still up and missing someone, my loving husband. Five months to go before we can spend time together again and it's really killing me. I know in the right time we can spend more time with each other, we just need to be patient, be positive and believe in God's plans for us. In the next few years we can celebrate our birthdays, christmas, new year, valentines and anniversaries together. We'll make each day a memorable one and I promise to have a date with you once, twice or thrice a week, an "ONLY YOU AND ME" time. I really miss you Honey! I love you! I'm looking forward to see you again.

Jayson: good weather but a sad day

its a nice weather today but i feel so sad and lonely. I can't fill up the time that i loss already beside my wife alone in the apartment waiting for my time to go to work at 3:30pm. people said it will pay off someday all your sacrifice but my question is it all about money how about your happiness. maybe that's why a lot of people get depress so much, I feel that way i earn money for me and my wife to survive but I'm not happy at all. what a day

Jayson: happy day

good day to all readers i just finish chatting with my wife mechiel. we went back to our memories when we were in high school and college and we end up teasing each other she just logged out its already almost 6am in where she's at, but its worth a talk for us and we are like kids and just enjoy each others company thank you honey for staying so late for me i love you miss you so much hope we can do this everyday he he he.

Mish: Happy without flowers

I'm floating in the air! I feel so loved and appreciated.

I'm happy that I live in this wonderful world, that I experienced ups and downs, tears and smiles, happiness and sorrow. I'm happy that I have someone I can share my thoughts and feelings with, that when I grow old I still have someone to walk with me while holding each others hands or maybe partying with our grand daughters and sons.

I just feel so lucky to have my husband. He's not perfect, he has his own flaws, he also had bad temper sometimes, he changes his thoughts or plans easily, he nags at me and his Mom (haha.. peace Honey!), he is very frank, he say whatever he wants to say without thinking, he is insensitive but I love him for being imperfect. There's only one Jayson in the world and lucky for me to have him because he's a kind-hearted person, sweet, thoughtful, caring, very responsible and loving husband, faithful(he really is!), funny and crazy, gentleman, intelligent, and most of all a very good son and brother .

My husband is not the typical guy who gives chocolates AND flowers or stuff toys. As far as I can remember we had eight years and eight months relationship but I never received a single flower from him . He usually gives me chocolates maybe because he knows that I really love it. When it crossed on our conversation last month (why he's not giving me flowers) he said, "I don't know. Maybe I'm not used to in giving flowers and you can't eat flowers that's why I'm giving you chocolates (haha!)." He's a very sweet guy even without those flowers, I think it's also the reason why I never demand for it and I'm not into material things, what's important for me is that we're happy being with each other and we share the same goals in our lives.

I'm so thankful and happy that God give me someone like him.

Honey, i love you so much! And I appreciate everything you showed and taught me, thank you. More years for you and me together!

Jayson: relief

start my day going to my check up and its a good news I'm healthy as a pig he he he he! and strong like a bull but i need to lose weight a little bit and looks like I'm still growing because last time I'm only 5'11 now its 6' in. hello honey how is your day today hope its going well, we need to think of something so we will be together as soon as possible. I hope that god will guide us in the right way we are still here and still strong hanging to whatever comes to us i love you so much wishing that we will be together.

Mish: Thank God for this another blessed day

My head is empty right now. I don't know where I should start.

There are many questions inside my head and I don't know where, when or how can I get the answers. I feel like a law student who tries to pass a medical board exam? Tough right? But that's what I feel. Fighting without knowing if I'm going to win or lose. But definitely I have to win.

Seven years ago, me and my boyfriend (my husband right now) had a very simple life. Everyday he drove and pick me up in school. After that we go to the mall to have some fun and pick her Mom. Every month we celebrated our monthsary just like typical college couple. We usually watch a movie and eat out. If we had extra money we go on a road trip. But I noticed that if it's our anniversary we don't have enough money to watch a movie or have a dinner date, we usually spend our anniversary at home talking anything under the sun. But it was really fun. Spending time with him was all I ever wanted. As long as we're together everything will be fine.

Both of us are like kids, until now (hehe!). We used to tease one another, fight jokingly like kids, we run around like 5 years old, we enjoy going to arcades and many things that silly grade three students does. My husband is my friend, bestfriend and enemy (haha!). I missed doing those stuffs with him.

I just wanted to have a simple life. Together with my husband, Jayson, and our little kids. I believe God has plans for us and I'm looking forward to that day! Today is another wonderful and blessed day for both of us, to all of us. It shows that we should not lose hope. Everyday is another day to live and survive. There maybe tears on our eyes now but tomorrow there will be a bright smile on our face again.

Honey, though we're apart I know that we can get through all these trials that God has given us. Soon, we'll be together. I love u so much hubby! I'm so lucky to have you!

Jayson: stressed out

I was thinking it will be a relief to watch movie so you can relax once in a while. just watch 2012 yesterday but the bad news was my cousin lost her job and we don't know what will happen next. my work started to say that they cannot give us our increase still waiting for what will happen after December 1. i really wish i was back home with my wife because she took care of me a lot she cook for me and everything. life is simple as long as you have a little amount of money to live, sometimes you try harder everyday to survive but you feel that money can't buy your happiness or what makes you happy 6 days of work just to survive is hard and taking any schedule to complete your 80hrs is very hard you accept back to back work just to make it happen. to my wife i miss you i love you sorry I'm not always there for you

Jayson: another day past that im away

today is November 18 its almost 1 pm just done the laundry and now i have to bring my mom to the check up no life for me i want to watch movie he he he. I miss my wife so much its like 5 more months before i can go back home to my wife struggling hard to survive now and not sure how much vacation my boss will give me next year. past few days was a little busy in the hotel events and gigs for the people who go out most of the time on Friday Saturday. How are you my wife I love you so much I'm sorry that I was always faraway from you for all this time I hope someday we will be together and I hope it will be soon for us. feeling sad and frustrated because my wife is sick today I hope i was beside her to take care of her.

Mish: There's always a happy ending..

Happy ending is what everybody wishes for. Some don't know how to achieve such an impossible dream, don't know where, when and how to start a life full of happiness, love and success and mostly some people believe that happy ending does not exist. But there are people who still believe that happy ending will come on the right time and I'm one of them!

My life is great and blessed!

I have true friends who've been with me through thick and thin, I have a not so perfect but happy and nice family and the best of it God give me someone I've prayed for, a very responsible, lovable and funny husband. I'm so thankful that God give them in my life. They thought me a lot of things and shared happy-sad moments with them.

I believe in happy ending because I've been through so much hardships in my life but after all those tears and sorrows, I still see my self smiling, I become tougher and I received so much blessings from God. I always tell myself that God will not give me trials that I cannot handle. I instill it to myself and now I'm still fighting and ready to receive more from God.

I'll tell you a sweet, sad and happy ending story in my life. I have my first (and last!) boyfriend when I was in high school I was 16 years old then. We're so happy with each other but we "often" have little arguments and misunderstandings, "often" as in twice a day (hahaha!). We're like cats and dogs. Maybe because we're both youngest in the family and we only have 16 days age gap. But after we have our first year anniversary we rarely fight (whew! it takes one year before we get matured hehe!).

We've had 4 happy and wonderful years together and 2 years and 9 months suffering away from each other. That was the most painful part in our relationship. It was so hard because for a year our means of communication was just a letter and a phone call once a month for our monthsary and he never failed to call. When he got a computer at home that's the only time we got to talk twice a week on my work's day off. Though it's really a burden on our relationship I'm still happy because I have him, lucky to have him. Maybe you're asking if I had any problems with girls, I had some but I trust him a lot and he seldom give me reasons to be jealous.

You know what's my happy ending on that story? He got home last year and we got married! That's the most happiest thing that ever happened to me. Marriage is just another phase in our relationship and I'm glad we ended up with each other. But on the other hand we're really sad because he had to leave again. In our 1 year and 6 months being married we only spend 2 months and 3 weeks together. That's how life is. I still believe that time will come that we'll be together again in God's time.

Happy ending doesn't mean endless happiness where you can't experience any pain. It's more looking on the brighter side after the sorrows, trials and pains you've been through. Count your blessings and never complain, God knows what's best for us. Just lift to him everything you're going through and He will never leave you.

Jayson: Happy Ending?

Is there really a happy ending

Hi! my name is Jayson 25 yrs of age I am working right now in the U.S.A far away from my wife i got married last year. I'm in the U.S for a while now 4 yrs i got into 6 jobs already in my stay here. Lets see happy ending is there really a happy ending maybe for some but not for everybody, what i think of happy ending is if you make your right decision and make your self happy and your love one happy as much as you can because you never know when are you gonna be leaving this world. as for me its hard to choose if i will go to my happy ending because I'm in the middle of taking care of my mom and grandma right here my wife always told me i choose this because I'm here right now with them. but at the same time i feel so sad for me and my wife because we only see each other for one month in a year. be right back need to go to work