Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Mish: Unexplainable happiness

We're officially together for 1 1/2 months, still I feel like dreaming and can't believe that it's really happening that we're in each others arms again. It's nice to stay late at night and to wait for my husband to come home from work. Seeing him smile fills my heart with overflowing joy and happiness. Throwing funny and inside jokes at each other makes me feel that love doesn't aged at all. We're like kids and I'm loving it! It feels like floating in the air and all I wanted was to be with him, hug him tight and watch him while sleeping because it might be blown away and realize that it was just a dream. Thankful it wasn't! Now, he just came home and brought me burger, fries and yummy chocolate shake from in and out (the best!), so love it!!!

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Jayson

Missing out for a while having some good time with my wife and try to keep up for the lost time. In subway, yum yum eat healthy, trying to show my wife around as much when I'm off.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Mish: Yey!

At last we're on each others arms again. Thank you Lord for this wonderful christmas gift. I'm glad that after five long years of waiting we're together again. It feels good to see my hub coming home after work and take care of him. I feel so blessed and loved when I saw the excitement in his eyes when he saw me at home waiting for him hehe.. I so love that feeling!!! This is the greatest blessings I had this year. Nothing can ever replace the feeling and happiness I felt when we're together.

Lord, you're our strength. May you always keep us together and please always keep the love alive. Thank you Lord for everything!

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Friday, September 24, 2010

Mish is so excited!

This is it! Though we badly wanted to live in the Philippines, I guess it would be great to start our lives in different country. All I wanted is to be with my hub, now I'm so thankful and happy that soon we'll have each other again. Yey! In less than a month I'll be able to see him again and no more LDR(Long Distance Relationship, grrrrrrr!), never again(never, never, never, never and NEVER!!!!!!!). I'd been so impatient in the past few months coz I felt I'm waiting for so many years again though it will take months. And now, I'm waiting merely a month it feels like so many months of waiting. Can't wait to see him again, hug and kiss him again, hold hands with him again, to cook for him again and there are lots of things we need to catch up for the lost times. My heart is filled with so much happiness right now though a part of it feel sad because I have to leave my family especially my Mom, but I know she's happy for me.

I love you Honey, I miss you so much! We'll meet again soon and I'm so excited to start a new life and new beginnings with you, in God's guidance and blessings. I love you Babe!

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Jayson

Good morning for me woke up early today don't know why. I guess because today is my wife's interview at the embassy hope it will be OK, hope the interviewer will not give her a hard time. This is our ticket to be together and at last together again whohoooo Good Luck Honey I Love You See You Soon.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Mish: This is what we called life..

It's not easy to live in a world like this, full of sufferings and unstable realities. Sometimes you're feeling down and sometimes you're on the most successful path in your life. Sad and happy moments come and go, that's life. We have to accept wholeheartedly the situations we are into. There's a purpose why things happen. Never stop believing and carry yourself up whatever happens.

Monday, September 6, 2010

Jayson: lonely me

Long weekend and I'm alone. Everybody is out for couple of days. Feel so alone and lonely but on the bright side I can rest relax for the mean time, sit around and sleep, sleep, sleep.

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Mish: I'm perfectly ready!

I'm so excited, can't wait to be with my hub. Still counting days and so impatient for that time to come. It feels like waiting for several months or years though it won't be that long anymore. I know everything will be alright because I'm with my hub. I'm excited to start a life with my hub together. God will always be at our side so I don't need to worry. I wish time flies so fast that when I wake up tomorrow I'll be with you already.

I love you Honey! I miss you! Don't feel sad about what I felt last time, I'm just too emotional. Sorry if I made you think that I'm not yet ready to go with you or that you're not doing anything to make me feel better when I'm sad and feeling helpless. Thank you for being there always, I really appreciate it. I'm perfectly ready and so excited! See you soon babe. Can't wait to spend my days with you. Like what I've said let's help each other to make this work out. I know we'll be fine and will be happy together. I love you so much babe! I'll see you soon.

Friday, August 27, 2010

Jayson

Almost there honey why so lonely and alone, looks like I'm not making you happy or make you feel better. Thinking too much on whats going to happen that's why you feel alone you have to open your eyes if you are not ready to come with me let me know I wont push you.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Mish: Alone :(

I really feel so alone right now, feels like I'm in a deserted island, nowhere to go, can't see anything but darkness. I've been shouting loudly but no one answered, I'm helpless. Kept running and running till I slip onto something that I know would bring my life to danger.  I wish someone could rescue me from this quicksand I'm stuck into.

I've been crying but no tears fell on my eyes. My whole body is numb neither felt my eyelids open. Paralyzed for a moment but feels like decades frozen in bed. I wish someone could tell me that it's all worth living for and fight for my life.

I find it hard to believe on it again and difficult to entrust everything because I know in the end it will be just me again, alone, alone with myself.

Helpless.. There's nothing I can do and no one's willing to lend a hand. Someone says I'll be alone forever. Poor me.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Mish: This is it!!!

OMG! I'm so excited and at the same time impatient. I can't wait to be with my hub on the next following months and years woooohooo!!! I don't know what will happen to us in US but I'm 101% sure that we'll have a happy life as long as we're TOGETHER. Yey! I love you babe. I'll see you soon.

Whatever is your will God, we'll follow. If it's your decision for us to go in other country then so be it. I believe that it will be for our own good and benefit. Thank you, Lord.

Friday, August 13, 2010

Mish: is ripped into pieces

Where can i find myself? I feel so lost and can't find my way home. I've been ripped into zillion pieces and wanted to be whole again. My heart had been broken countless times and wanted to glue it back together. My happy memories are gone with the wind and wanted to get them back where me and my hub are happy again. When will this painful trials end? I wish I had wings to fly where my hub is. I wanted to comfort him, hug him and tell him that everything will be alright but there's nothing I can do. We've been through tough times in our lives away from each other. It would be easier if we're together but then there's nothing we can do about it.

I'm leaving it all up to you, Lord. Give us strength to surpass all these trials.

I wish I can do something to make us whole again, to have each other again, to be happy again. I wish I had the power to control every situation and make it the way I wanted it to be. But it's not the reality.

We can do it, Babe! I love you so much! I miss you! Be strong. Have faith!

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Mish: why does life is so hard on us?

I've been asking myself why do we have to go through this kind of trials? The only answer I get was maybe God wanted us to be strong and He is preparing us to a more tougher trials we will be facing in the future. I'm still optimistic and confident that everything will be okay. I'm just afraid that time is running so fast and we already wasted so much time. There's so many things we need to catch up on each other and I hate that those years changed my husband a lot more on the negative way. If only I could turn back the time. But maybe it's God's will. I entrust our lives to you, God. Whatever is your will, we'll follow.

Jayson: life is getting worst

what a life! its getting worst than ever. just done moving out from the old apartment. here comes the new place, new payment, new neighbor, sleep adjustment, how to move inside the house. little things may get complicated.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Mish: Be strong

It's painful to see my husband so helpless. He's going through a lot sufferings and heartaches right now and the hardest part is I can't be with him on times he needed me the most. All I can do is cry.

I'm so sorry for being away, it really kills me. I wish I can be with you right this moment but there's nothing I can do with it. I promise that when the time came that we'll be together I'll never let you go again, no one can separate us again, I won't let this happen again. Though life is difficult and full of problems, we'll face it together hand in hand. I love you Honey, so be strong. I'm asking a little more patience, just pray. I wanted to be with you that's why I'm taking all of this though it's painful and heartbreaking. I'm using this as an inspiration to go through my life everyday because I wanted to see you and be with you again. We'll be waiting a few months and hopefully, in God's will, we'll have each other again.

I love you so much Honey. I miss you. I'm always here for you.

Friday, July 23, 2010

Mish: Things to be happy for

I've been thinking of many things, what makes me happy, where do i find happiness, what should I do to be happy etc. Love pops out my mind and it made my heart beat so fast, I feel so light and it really made me smile. What a different feeling? It feels so good to love and be loved.

Yesterday, I watched A walk to remember by Mandy Moore and Shane West. I was so inspired by the story. The line that Jamie Sullivan (played by Mandy Moore) said "I like the air, you can't touch it but you can feel it." It's like Love, you cannot touch it nor describe it's appearance but you definitely feel it. There's so much to be happy with, just remembering my husband how he loved me, cared, suffered, cried for me and made me smile everyday is one of the biggest blessings that God gave me and that I should be very happy with.

This bible verse is one of my favorite which includes in A walk to remember :

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves." -- 1 Corinthians 13:4-7

 

Whenever I read this bible verse, I really feel blessed, it described the true meaning of Love. We've been through so much hurt and heartaches on this difficult situation my husband and I have but thinking that I have him and he loved me, those pain are swept in just mere seconds. Love really keep us alive. It made us survive in the most difficult times in our lives. I'm glad to have this love and found the love of my life.

 

I love you Honey! I always will. I really miss you. I'll see you soon so be strong and hold on to your faith as tight as you can. God is always here, He will never leave us.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Mish: Happy-Sad

I really miss my husband so much. We got so little time together and now we're apart again. I wish time would come (soon, please soon!) that we'll be living in one house happy and contented. All we wanted is a simple life together, maybe God's plan is to keep us stronger before we live together because there would be more tougher and harder trials that will come our lives. I have a lot of patience to wait because all I wanted is to be with my husband. I love you Honey. I miss our laughter and playing around like kids. I miss your hugs that feels like you hugged me for the first time. I miss holding your hands. I miss your kiss. I miss seeing you snore in the morning hehe. I miss eating yogurt ice cream with you and you always have that tease look for me to buy another large yogurt ice cream. I miss taking good care of you. I miss saying good night's and i love you's before we go to sleep and i love you's in the morning. I miss tickling you in your neck. I miss our wrestling fight that you never win haha.. (I know in my dreams!). I miss our heart to heart talk. I miss your naughty look at me hihi. I miss everything about you!

I hope to see you again soon babe. I love you so much!

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

back to work jayson

Here I am back again at work far away again to my wife. I ask god why me i only want a simple life to be with my wife have a work, my wife said keep the faith I always complain but still god make me wake up everyday and stand on my feet maybe to understand something or do something its hard but here I am still alive. I love you honey I miss you so much already its just almost a week that i am away.

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Jayson says

back at last hope I will never leave again bonding with everybody beside the sea somewhere in Quezon province

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Mish: This is it!

Tomorrow is the big day! wooohooo.. I'm so excited! Though excitement runs through my blood right now I think I'll have a very good sleep because I've done so many chores and barely have enough sleep. I wish that time would slow down and enjoy a loooooooooooong time together.

I love you Honey! I miss you! I'll see you tomorrow! Yey!

Monday, May 3, 2010

Mish: Few more days to go!!!! wooohoo..

It's getting nearer and nearer. Can't have a nice and complete sleep these past few days maybe I'm so excited to be with my hubby. So love it!!! I hope that when it comes the time would slow down.

I love you Honey! I miss you so much! See you sooo sooon!

Friday, April 30, 2010

Mish: When?

When can I post another happy events in our lives? I always feel sad these past few weeks. My patience is being tested and it irritates me. I wish I could write something that's full of smile all over my room. I hate feeling this way. I should be happy because tomorrow is May 1 already and my hub's arrival is coming near.

I think a visitor will come in a few more days that's why I'm easily irritated, short tempered and always feel sad.

Lord, I lift everything to you. May your plans come our way. I know it will come on the right time. I believe in you, Lord. Be our guide.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Mish: Few more days

It's exactly 16 days before my hub arrive. Wooohooo!!! I wish time would fly fast and tomorrow night my hub will come home, I wish!!! It's ok. I'll be more patient. Patience is a virtue. But it's hard coz all we think of is for us to be together again.

I don't know if I'm just too excited why I always wake up 6am in the morning with my own body clock (hate it!). My husband find it hard to fall asleep, we're opposite because 10:30pm I felt sleepy already and super early bird in the morning.

I love you Honey! I miss you so much! Few more days and we'll be able to play like kids again hehe..

Monday, April 26, 2010

Jayson: What a Night

What a night, I told my wife that i was sleepy already last night we say good bye and I love you but after i went to the restroom and lay down in my bed i was so awake and can't sleep, I don't know why toss and turn on my bed didn't even help me to fall a sleep. 3 more weeks and its being a bad torture for my body and mind, my coworker said my mind is always flying already. I miss my wife so much

 I Love You I Miss You Honey

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Mish: Can I have you now?

As usual, I'm sad again. I wanted to see my husband now, as in now! I really miss him a lot! Can't wait for May. I want right now! My patience is on short-mode and feels like smashing everything I see. I miss you so much Honey! All I'm asking is for us to be together and have a simple life, nothing more nothing less. I pity ourselves because life deprived us for a happy life but on the other side I know there's a reason for whatever is happening to us, it's God's plan so be it. Though we've missed half of our lives together, I know the next chapter will be a lot more better. I can't wait to be with you again Honey..


I love you Honey! I miss you Babe! I'll see you sssssooooonnnnn..

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Jayson: working hard

Busting my ass off to earn the amount that i need to go home to supply the payment for the bills that i need to pay before i leave hope it will work out for me all the hardship everyday and stress. 3 more weeks to go I'm counting days and each hour everyday and its very stressful to see my self like this, can't sleep right can't focus at work. all just running in my mind is to hug my wife kiss her tell to her face that i love her so much.

I love you babe miss you so much

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Mish: An inspirational quote

"A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person."

My husband and I been together for 9 tearful and happy years. On those years, I always feel my love growing and growing for him. It changed in a way that it increased, matured and grow. When ever I think of him or just by saying his name, it always makes me smile. We had wonderful and happy moments together that I treasured until this day, whenever I remember it I look like crazy because I would smile and laugh at myself, weird? But its true. I'd like to spend my life with him smiling on the thoughts and memories we have and I know that It will last forever

He's such a funny guy. He always makes me laugh. He's my life. Though we're really different people it's nice that we still get along so much, we're like playmates hehe.. We like to run around, joke at each other, make fun and tease each other, we fight and make up. Hope in the next years of our lives we'll still remain as this. It would make me happy to be with you and our kids. Simple life would be enough to make my world colorful and happy, it's having you and our kids together. You're my living treasure. I'm so glad that God gave me someone like you who inspires me to live in this troubled and roller coaster ride of life.

I love you so much Honey! I miss u! It's getting nearer and it left me no sleep at all. I can't wait to see you and be with you again. I love you and always be strong. Always keep your faith in God. He's always with you and guiding you on the right path. Always pray and never let your problems break your faith in him. He's testing your faith so hold unto him, lift everything to him. We'll get through this ok. I love you so much..

Monday, April 5, 2010

Mish: :l

Don't worry Hon you'll be fine. You may encountered so much problems this week, I know you can surpass them all. Be strong. And PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE times 1 Billion Please take good care of yourself. You're too young to experience such illness in your body. I'm not there to take care of you when you feel unwell so please take care of yourself.

You can do it Babe! I know you can Babe!
I love you, i miss you so much! We'll be together soon.. YYYYYYaaaaaaHHHHoooooo!!!

Friday, April 2, 2010

Mish: Hopeful

It's sad that we can't have all that we wanted but still I believe that God will give it on the right time. We maybe far from each other, so depressed on our situation and many questions are running on our minds why's this happening to us, time will come that all of these sufferings will be changed to happiness. All I want is a simple life with you, where we could be together and have a happy family, where we could see our children grow and have fun with them. I would be the happiest person if that would happen.

May God keep us always strong in every trials that will come our way because all I see is me and you 'til the end. We may have different characters and views in lots of things but I know that we share the same feelings for each other and same goals in our lives.

I love you Honey, I miss you so much. I'll be able to see you again and hoping that it would never end..

Jayson:April

My wife so happy I'm so exited to go home to you my wife few more weeks and we will see each other again for 1 yrs that will pass this is it again for us. Hard but we have to make it and we are bless that we made it this far, hope it will be soon that we will be together I Love You I Miss You So Much. I will see you soon

Mish: It's already April

Yehey! Time flies so fast wish it's May already, I'm so excited to see my husband again. He'll be celebrating his birthday here and so glad after 5 years I'll be able to be with him on his special day.

I really miss you BABE hehe.. I'll see you soon.. All I want is to be with you.. I love you so much..

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Jayson: almost there

less than 2 months more of wait i will be with my wife i can do it i can do it can't wait no more what a torture for me.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Mish: Little happiness and lots of sorrow

My mother-in-law and her sister just got home and I was so happy to see them again. It's more that I feel nearness from my husband. I missed him alot yesterday more than any day that I missed him because the incompleteness that I felt was more deep, near yet so far. It makes me want him to come home with his family and just be happy and have fun. That had been hard for him to see his mother and aunt leave and still needs to work and wait for May to come. It kills me. I wish I could do something to make him feel better. I love you everyday Honey! I miss you so badly!

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Mish: Sad..

It hurts me a lot that I can't take care of my husband. He haven't had his dinner yet and he just wanted to sleep with an empty stomach. He doesn't want to buy outside because the ones available are those he usually ate after work. If only I was beside him I would definitely cook for him or maybe we could buy and eat together for dinner. It really breaks my heart when I can't do nothing for him especially in times when he really needed me and he's not feeling well.

I always pray that time will come soon for us to be together and have a happy life. I'm sorry if I can't be with you right now. I love u. I miss u.

Friday, March 5, 2010

Mish: What a week?

I hate this week. It was just a waste of time, money and patience. I've encountered so much troubles this week and it made me curse people by words hehe.. bad? yeah right, but it really got into my nerves. There are circumstances that I just can't control and yesterday was a part of it. Whhheeeewww.. Thank God I surpass them all.

It's already 6th day of March and I wish tomorrow was May already I wanted to see my husband. It's been 5 years since we've been separated and on that 5 years we only have 2 months and 3 weeks together. That was so hard and I can't believe we made it for 5 lllloooooooooooonnnnngggg years. We celebrated our 9th year Anniversary last February 28 and though it's painful that we can't celebrate it together I still feel blessed because God gave us 9 wonderful, blessed, meaningful, full of love, full of trials and challenges, happy, sad and unforgettable years.

May God continue to bless us more years ahead of us. I would be happy to spend another 30 or 40 years with you Honey. I love u so much. I miss u. Next year we'll have our first decade and hopefully we'll be together soon..

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Jayson: little more

2 more months need to work hard i will see my wife already can't wait no more what a torture i love you miss you

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Mish: Spread the L-O-V-E

Happy Hearts Day Honey.. I love you so much.. I miss you..

I'm sad right now because you worked 13 hours today and it's very exhausting. I wish I was there to take good care of you, cook for you or give you massage everytime you got home from work. I hope these wishes of ours would come true soon. I miss you a lot. Happy Valentines.

I'm always here for you. I love you..

Friday, February 12, 2010

Jayson: Happy valentines day

HELLO! HONEY I LOVE YOU I MISS YOU HAPPY VALENTINES TO YOU even tho we are far away from each other i always think of you and care for you hope we can celebrate valentines day again together.

Mish: VDay again.. again.. again without my hubby

February is fast approaching, 2 days to go and it's february 14. Time for everyone to show their affection to the one they love. It's sad that my husband is away and we can't celebrate Valentines Day together. Well, Valentines day is not exclusive for February 14 only, it can be celebrated anytime and even everyday hehe.. Don't worry honey, when you got home we'll take all the time to celebrate whatever we have missed. I'm so excited to see you again Honey..

Thanks for your card Honey, I really appreciate it and I always look forward to read the card I'm receiving from you.

I love you Honey.. I miss you so much.. I'm so glad to see you again..

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Jayson: stress again

what a week for me to much problem in February. I'm lucky because even tho i have a lot of problem my wife support me a lot to survive in this lonely days of mine. move on and keep going it will pass by and it will work out and get fixed thanks a lot wife i love you so much honey i miss you see you soon. sorry my card for valentine will be late because to much things happening in my life almost lost track I Love you I miss you

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Jayson: good news

wohoooo good news for me, my boss sign my vacation leave for 6 weeks can't wait to go hope its already may.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Mish: An inspiring story

I've read a sad story today posted from a facebook friend of mine. It's very inspiring especially to those couples who are experiencing trials in their marriage. May this story touch your lives as it opens my mind the true value of marriage.

To those who are married, .. Not married .. and soon to be married, I hope you will be touched with this story...

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce.. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce.
She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning.. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions.. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully..

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead.. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage.

Mish: Can't wait to see you again

Woooohhhooooo..

Soooooooo happy to know that my husband is going home again. I hope his boss will already sign his request for vacation. I'm very positive that he'll be allowed to have that vacation because it's a slow month in their work. I'm super excited to see my husband again. We'll make the most of it to have fun and enjoy each others company. I love you Honey. I miss you so much. Can't wait to see you again.

Friday, January 29, 2010

Jayson: almost there

File my vacation today hope my boss will sign it. Rain already stop and its a good sign for us at work because no more running in the rain. I'm almost there my wife 3 more months to go hope my boss will sign the vacation can't wait to fly back to you. I love you I miss you

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Mish: Miserable


I feel worse today. I'm so depressed on how our life had been. We've been separated for almost five years and I feel impatient waiting for him to come back. I miss you so much honey..

I believe that we can achieve our goals and time will come that we'll reap what we sow. Maybe not that soon, in God's time. I'm praying for more wisdom to both of us, strength to face all the trials ahead of us, more patience in our mood swings hehe my mood swings, continued and growing love for one another, endless happiness with you and our future children and strong faith in God always.

Thanks Hon for making me strong and for making me smile and laugh everyday. I wish that after 10 or 20 or 30 years with you I'll still have that smile in my face everytime I think of you. Don't worry God will always keep us safe and he'll be there for us in every trials we'll face in the future. He knows what's better for us and I'm lifting everything to him.

I love you Honey. We maybe miserable now but in God's time we'll have a wonderful life together.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Jayson

2010 just pass me by he! he! he! working realy hard I'm at work last christmas eve, christmas day, new years eve, new years day. hoping my vacation will be approve by my boss, hoping this year will be a good year for everybody. Now im counting my days already hoping that its already may so i can see my wife again. she is doing me a lot of favor by helping me fulfil my little dream, having a clean corolla for my self thats under her name wahahahaha!!!!!! but still thanks so much honey for helping me out i know that i always talk about cars at least not girls he he he!!! i love you i miss you ill see you soon

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Mish: 2010

I hope that this year will be good to everyone. More blessings, good health, less problems, peace of mind and positive vibes to all of us this 2010.

I'm looking forward to be with my husband again this year woooooooohhhhoooooooo..

Maybe this year will be the most unforgettable year for us.

I miss u so much honey.. I love you..